Friends...

This posting is just about my personal stuff... no downloads >.>

I don't understand, friends? What is really a true friend? Someone that doesn't annoy the heck out of you, or someone who you can tell your secrets too OR someone who shares a common interest? I don't know... well not to be mean or anything, maybe I'm stressed out (usually when I'm stressed out I'm not very patient and easily annoyed) but lately I've been finding my friends I hang out with, really annoying. Not the annoying like 'lalalallkajbdslgkajbs!%#%^#' but like something about each of them is ticking me off. Well not all the people I hang out with is ticking me off but just some of them. It's not like I hated them before or that I've been annoyed by them before, just lately. I'm probably not getting enough sleep as usual, so I'm not as patient as before? I'm pretty sure they did the same things before, but just now I'm finding those things bother some. Like one of my friend.... *nvm ^^''* I can't say out loud here, which kind of sucks. I wish I could talk about my problems... and about people here. [o screw it] is known to be a little additude-ie (??), some times 'my friend' just says the wrong things some times, but I was ok with it. But 'my friend' usually ignores me when I'm talking to 'my friend'. Like usually people tune me out but like afterwards 'my friend' tells me that 'they' were busy so they just totally ignored me. I'm sorry but that just really bothers me. And I also have this other friend that loves to...how should I say it....make fun of me? verbally and physically. Like the first few times it was oki but after like 3 months of it I get really tired of it. "Yes I am very sensitive..." i.e. making fun of my family and how I 'look' and physically slapping me like 5 times? during a period for jokes. Oki so 5 times is like whatever but after a couple of weeks and months I think I get the point...

I am not saying that my friends are bad friends they are awesome but personalities can clash once in a while right? The more you know about someone the more flaws you find. Well everyone has their flaws and I have tons don't get me started. The list will run for miles. I guess I'll just have to deal with these problems because they are my friends and they are really nice to me.

You might think my problems are little and nothing compared to your problems, and I respect that. However doesn't everyone need to blow off some steam, I just so happen to do that this way.

My brain's kind of mashed up right now. >.< yea I'm pretty much a Lameo right now...